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- Mood:
weird
I don't even know what I want to do, let alone where I want to go. I tell everybody I want to major in music, but I'm not so sure. I love music, but I love to read more. But you can't major in reading... can you? I don't even know if I'm good enough to be a music major. You have to audition to get into college as a music major. I'm really not all that talented. Not like some people I could mention. (*cough*Heather*cough*Ken*cough*...many others)
I feel like I could drop off the face of the Earth and no one would even notice. Even if they did notice, they'd just say "Oh good, she was getting on my nerves anyway."
....Am I annoying?
- Mood:
rejected
1- Anatomy/ Physiology
2- AP Statistics
3- Concert Choir
4- Theater Appreciation
5C- Wind Ensemble
6- Study Hall
7- Psychology
8- Music Theory
w00t.
- Mood: weird
FIRST REAL BEST FRIEND:
Olivia... in first/second grade
FIRST SCHOOL:
Westwood!
FIRST CRUSH:
Tyler Bauer
FIRST CELL PHONE:
Motorola (I still use it...)
FIRST FUNERAL
My aunt's father
FIRST PET:
I've had kitties since I was born.
FIRST LOVE:
Buddy... or Sam, but I don't think he counts as "love"
FIRST FIST FIGHT:
I fought with my sister all the time
FIRST CELEBRITY CRUSH:
Zach Hanson!
FIRST JOB:
I babysat one time. But I work at Hardee's.
FIRST MYSPACE FRIEND ADDED:
....Rach?
EVERYONE HAS THEIR LASTS
LAST PERSON YOU HUGGED?
Bacon
LAST CAR RIDE
To the library today
LAST TIME YOU CRIED?
I almost did yesterday... don't remember why.
LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED:
Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban
LAST FOOD YOU ATE:
Sunchips.
LAST ITEM BOUGHT:?
Toothbrush.
LAST SHIRT WORN:
I'm not wearing a shirt.
LAST PHONE CALL:
My voice lesson teacher
LAST TEXT MESSAGE:
Some random person texted me and I have no idea who they are. But apparently, they love me.
LAST THING YOU TOUCHED:
the mouse
LAST TIME AT THE MALL.
I haven't been to the mall in forever.... no loss.
LAST TIME YOU WERE EXCITED FOR SOMETHING:
I'm excited RIGHT NOW! HAAARRYY POTTEEERRRR!!!
LAST THING YOU DRANK:
...milk?
LAST TIME YOU WERE REALLY HONESTLY HAPPY?
Saturday.... my relatives were actualy NOT teasing me for once.
- Location:librawry
- Mood:
apathetic - Music:GUITAR HERO!
My computer died. The only access I have to the Internet is a half hour a day at the library... (except Sundays. None at all then.) You know what, though? I don't really miss it. The only reason I go on at all is to check mail and Myspace and all the good stuff. Communication, basically. I mean, it was nice having a limitless supply of information at my fingertips, but it wasn't really <i>neccessary.</i> I have more time to read and watch movies and... sit around with nothing to do, now.
But I have found other things to fill my Internet-less time. I have a JOB. At Hardee's. (Beccaaa... I'll be seeing you. Sometime.) So... I will have money of my very own to spend on whatever I please. Which is... *drumroll* a laptop! I'm going to try to save my money and get one,but that might take a while. A long while.
So anyway. I miss everybody... because y'all always communicate by computer and I can't really get to one as often as I'd like... So CALL ME ON THE PHONE. Somebody... please.
- Location:Lyy Brawr Eee
- Music:Ali going "Whoo!"
But you know what? I'm not going to let that define me. It's not going to ruin my life. Not that I'm saying I'm over it yet, but in the grand scheme of things, does it really matter? I was in it for a year (trip year, even) and that was a great experience. I learned something from the audition, too. (Mainly, don't be nervous.) I wasn't especially nervous last year. This year I was. Coincedence? Nah.
Anyway. I'm going to put this behind me. It doesn't mean I'm a horrible singer. In fact, I'm pretty sure I'm a great singer. They just... didn't want me for some reason, which I'm going to ask tomorrow. I need to know why.
And you know waht else? I'm going to take lessons this summer in Stevens Point, and work on the musical, and generally become the best singer I can be. Then I can make them regret not choosing me.
So there.
- Mood: exanimate
updated... 4 days ago
5 days ago
one week ago
two weeks ago
four weeks ago
21 weeks ago
24 weeks ago
48 weeks ago
Compared to the beginning of the year when people were posting something every single day...
I guess I can see why, though. Some people chose Myspace and never looked back, some people are too busy too write entries anymore... some people are still posting infrequently. And I think some people just fell off the face of the earth. (48 weeks??) (But that's Paul, and he never really posted anyway.)
I know I haven't posted an actual entry in a long time either... I often don't have anything to say in the first place, but when I do, I try to write and it seems... insignificant, somehow. How is writing a "blog" about it going to change/help in any way? It's not, really.
.....Train of thought has been derailed. I have nothing to say anymore.
- Mood: blank
- Music:Mika
Johari Window (positive)
http://kevan.org/johari?name=Alyssaaa...
Nohari Window (negative)
http://kevan.org/nohari?name=Alyssaaa...
- Mood:procrastinating
- Mood:accomplished
http://www.doeshelikeme.net<-- Click for quiz!
- Mood:
amused - Music:JEOPARDY!
Between a lover and a friend
There's a fine, fine line
Between reality and pretend
And you never know 'til you reach the top
If it was worth the uphill climb
There's a fine, fine line
Between love and a waste of time
There's a fine, fine line
Between a fairy tale and a lie
And there's a fine, fine line
Between "You're wonderful" and "Goodbye"
I guess if someone doesn't love you back
It isn't such a crime
But there's a fine, fine line
Between love and a waste of your time
And I don't have the time to waste on you anymore
I don't think that you even know what you're looking for
For my own sanity I've got to close the door
And walk away
There's a fine, fine line
Between together and not
And there's a fine, fine line
Between what you wanted and what you got
You gotta go after the things you want
While you're still in your prime
There's a fine, fine line
Between love... and a waste of time.
- Location:in the depths of self-despair
- Mood:
melancholy - Music:Avenue Q
Just the front cover- http://www.mugglenet.com/viewer/?image_l
Full jacket- http://www.mugglenet.com/viewer/?image_l
- Mood:
ecstatic
| The Part of You That No One Sees |
 You are powerful, passionate, and dominant. You have a vision of how things should be, and you do your best to make things happen. People rely on you for your strength. You are a rock to many. Underneath it all, you aren't so sure about your passions. So many ideas spark your interest, it is hard for you to get behind a select few. However, you see indecision as a sign of weakness. So you pursue your goals full force - no matter how foolish they turn out to be. |
| You Are Running on 65% Adrenaline |
 Your Adrenaline Level: Borderline Dangerous You're running around so fast, you don't realize how quickly life is passing you by. While you may be getting a lot done, you're on the go lifestyle is probably wearing you out. |
| You Are 70% Non Conformist |
 You are a pretty serious non conformist. You live a life hardly anyone understands. And while some may call you a freak, you're happy with who you are. |
- Mood: weird
- Music:House Marathon!
~I'm getting a C in English, dammit.
~I'm probably getting a C in Spanish, too... more dammit.
~My sister and her husband are idiots.
~Choir trip to New York is in a little more than a month.
~I have no idea where I want to go to college... and it seems like everyone else I know does.
~I want a car of my own.
~I need a job.
~I want to chop off my hair and dye the remainder blue amd black and green and.... other colors.
~Prom is soon-ish.... ehh.
~I'm worried about Madrigal... they're cutting down on members... am I good enough to get back in?
~None of my clothing fits me anymore.
~I wish outdoor track would start... indoor irritates me (freakin'... shotput...)
~Summer musical is Grease. I should try out....
~HARRY POTTER!!!!!! Order of the Phoenix comes out in theaters on July 13th... Deathly Hallows comes out on July 21st. The last book.... I'm sad, and excited at the same time. I love Harry Potter.
~I feel boring.
- Mood: weird
Be cool- give blood!
- Mood:
tired
This is a particularly convincing essay concerning the reason Dumbledore trusts Snape. Enjoy.
- Mood:
thoughtful - Music:Fall Out Boy- "Hum Hallelujah"
You Are Strawberry Cake |
 Fresh, sassy, and romantic. You're a total flirt, who never would turn down a sugary treat. Occasionally you're a bit moody - but you usually stay sweet! |
I WANT SOME CAKE NOW!!!!!!
- Mood: weird
So have some Blogthings.
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- Mood:
grumpy
Is that all anybody's thinking about? Prom, prom, prom, like it's the end-all and be-all of life on Earth. Get real, people. It's a school dance. Oooh, so we get to dress up and ride a in a limo and be all fancy for a night. Yeah, you know, fancy. "Like, let's go to the dance for an hour, then go out and get drunk! Tee hee! Isn't it just the best? Aren't we all so mature and responsible?"
Retch.
Go drink your booze. At least I'll remember my prom night in the morning. You know, the night I didn't feel obligated to have some guy I barely know have his hands on me, solely because of the fact that I desperately needed to have a date. Honestly. "We need to find you a date, Alyssa." First of all, saying that a date is NEEDED is ridiculous. Like I need an idiotic male to go out with me for me to feel validated. Secondly, I'm not in love with your pronoun use. "We" don't need to do anything. Saying "we" need to find me a date is like saying "You are a social retard and the only way you're going to the prom with anyone is if we help."
What an asinine tradition. Let it be known that the only reason I'm going is to check out the band. Rare Breed! Woo-ha!
- Mood:liberated
Who wants to camp outside the bookstore with me??
- Mood:
HARRY POTTER HARRY POTTER
